My Twisted World

New Weekend:

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 17:56:41 GMT

Hello People,

I am no longer going over to kristina's house. I am really kinda upset, but I can understand. Her girlfriend(as in dating) and her have somethings to work out. So she is going to spend the weekend talking with her girlfriend. So, now I get to spend another weekend home alone with my mother.

Speeking of my mother. She made it safely home last night at two am from Lincoln, Nebraska. I am glad that she is home, but I am kinda upset. Now that she is back I can nolonger get onto the internet when I want to , I can no longer leave the dogs out for the night, and I can't stay on the phone for however long I want to! Gggggrrr!

~Samz

The six P's

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 19:53:09 GMT

Dear peoplez,

Pre
Panning
Prevents
Piss
Poor
Preformance

My Granny told me this little thing this morning. She says that it is a good thing to live by. I am not to sure about that. I just realized how gross that saying is!! WOW. I am slow today.

I am going to spend the weekend all alone! My mom is back in Lincoln. I am so mad! If I wasn't in school I would so be there right now. Gggrrr!

Next weekend I am going to be at Kristina's appartment! Wahoo!

Exclamation points... that was the random thing from me today.

Mr. Ed Littleton's(our principal)thing over the intercome this morning was: One barrel of water is egual to twenty pounds. So, what do you add to make the barrel way 15 pounds?
Answer: five pounds of air!

That is all for now.

NEW FRIEND:

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 18:01:55 GMT

Hello Peopls,

I am in the Library again... I have finished The turning.

I have made a new friend her name is Kristian, and we both love anime!!!!!

Amber, another new friend, is no longer a "friend" she is a back stabbing BITCH, and a con! I was nice enough to write our enlish paper only to find out that she was talkng behind my bvack about things I had said in confidence.

Other than that not much to say.

School:

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 17:43:35 GMT

Another post from the one, and only Samz!

Ello people,

School is not that bad. In my World history class we just started watching "Robin Hood". The really old one with Kevin Costner, Morgan Freeman, Mary Elizabeth Mastrantonio, Christian Slater, Alan Rickman in it. It's not a bad movie, but I have seen it so many times that it gets old after a while.

I am currently reading "Blood ties book one: The Turning". It is really good. I am worried though. I am almost finnished with it, and I have one more class to go. 0_o WHat ever will I do?

I do not have internet at my house. Out where I live there is no cable so I have to get internet through some satilight company, and they will not be out to my house for a month! The only good thing about having no cable is that I get satalight TV in my room! ^_^ Go me!

~Samz

School:

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 18:03:09 GMT

Well, life in Dickson sucks. There is nothing to do, and right now I am on my lunch time in the library. What sucks the most is the fact that I am new, and know almost no one. I have made one new friend her name is Amber McEllen. We've got Diff English II together.

The teachers here are not to bad. We get to for the most part choose our seats, and chew gum! =) The only teacher I have a problem with is my Algebra II teacher. Mrs. Yancey does not like black, and has requested that I change the colour of my nails. Because it is not in the student hand book I have chosen not to re-paint them.

Will update later.

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 06:04:45 GMT

This is a post from the one the only, Samz.

Yes, it has been a while from my last post. It is a shame to say that I am in Tennessee, and that I will be enrolled at DCHS for my sophomore year. I was shocked to find out that they don't have GDE's. No. They have the 'Gateway tests'. Owww. Turns out they are the same thing only the Gateway tests also cover whatever language you are taking. The shitty thing is that I am taking German, and the don't have German. I am thinking about taking Spanish. I mean can you imagine how many Spanish speaking people will start speaking Spanish thinking that you have no idea what they are saying? It is phenomenal.

Well, on other news I am studying for my driver's permit. I really don't give a damn if I get it or not. I mean the only reason I want it is so that I can drive to the bookstore whenever I want to.

My cousin Michael just got his driver license today. He turned 16 on Tuesday. He had the nerve to call me and brag! What a fuck!

Oh I got an email from Dan today. It was nice. I sent him like a two or three page email back though. so I think he will be happy.

~Samz

Emails:

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 03:01:36 GMT

Mwahaha! More emails form Dan:
I got this one on febuary 14,
HI again!!!!! Don't worry about sending me too many e-mails, i love getting them and your the only one sending them to me anyway....i haven't broke up with rachael yet ...i just can't stand hurting her...but her friend said she would try to convince rachael to break up with me, and that would be good, i mean i would know she is happy and not sad and i would still be happy...if that made any sense...i agree with the whole valentines day thing. I think a true relationship shouldn't start just because of the day. People just start to feel like they aren't cool unless they get someone. They should all be shot lol. Sorry to hear about your D...do you go to a private school or something because they sound pretty harsh there.
LYCANTHROPES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DUDE THAT IS AWESOME!!! I am obsessed with anthro art which is kinda like lycanthropes...ish. Your techer sounds like a retard. i dislike him greatly despite the fact i don't know him lol. I find it hard to believe no one has asked you to be there valentine, you sound like a really cool person to me, but then again no one has asked me either... i think that it's really over rated but chocolate is good. They should just make a chocolate holiday instead. So far this week i'm having anger issues, i get angry alot easier than usual for some odd reason. Must be the weather or something...i'll blame global warming for the time being lol. Hope everything gets better for you and if i can help you with something just send me an email.
CYA!!!
This one I got on Feb 16,
HI again,
i hope everythings going good with you, i'm pretty good. I've decided that in order to break up with Rachael it would be best if she broke up with me so i've been doing what i want without much regard for her. It's obviously ticking her off and i'm pretty sure things will be over soon...hopefully...Have you ever heard of furry or Anthromorph art? It's kinda like Lycanthropy-ish and i think it's awesome. Although some people use it to make porn, which makes me sad because really good artists who make porn will begin to attract people who just want to get off to the porn, which doesn't have that much respect for the art. I doubt you've heard of her but probably my favorite furry artist is Cherna Gast. She does sonic style art...yep i'm obsessed with sonic...and video games lol. I'm 17 so i'm suppose to be into cars and stuff lol. That chocolate lovers night thing sounds cool. I like chocolate alot...and i like chinese...sorry i always do the ...thing. I just tend to type it when i'm thinking so it seems more realistic...to me anyway. If it gets on your nerves i can stop doing it cause it gets on my nerves sometimes that i keep on doing it. That's cool i can be your late valentine because rachael isn't really a good valentine at all lol.
Sadly i don't believe i could come visit for quite a few reasons lol. I don't have a car, i can't drive, i live in ohio and my parents would never let me leave for such a long time, and probably a couple other things that i can't think of the moment. Sorry :(
Well i have to go but i look forward to you next email
Cya
This one on Feb 26,
jeez i take forever lol. sorry about the long wait, alot of crap has hit the fan. Rachael asked to borrow a spanish packet from me and i forgot about it when two weeks later it was do. Turns out rachael had my packet and i since i didn't have a packet i got 2 F's, resulting in my parents going massively psycho. I'm basically grounded from everything, and now they're going to take everything away from me so i can study more. they grounded me because the 2 f's and the fact that our school website thingy mabobber says that i have 5 0's but in reality they are just grades that the teacher hasn't put in yet. My parents realized this after i showed them but decided to keep me grounded just because.
My dad has left for michigan because of his work and he won't be back till next week leaving me with my sister and mom. It's like throwing me into a pit of rabid tigers who haven't eaten in at least eight weeks...basically i'm screwed. My mom hates me and loves my sister so i'm going to be in a crappy mood probably all week.
On other news rachael is breaking up with me soon...i think. Her friends tell me she's going to soon (which is a good thing). It's weird though, i'm glad things are over, but i still feel like part of me is missing. I think i may be one of those guys who can't being alone, or maybe i feel like i'm not really close to anyone or something. Either way i'm going through a rough phase. I feel like i need to get away. pretty much i'm feeling the normal teenager crap lol. Thing's will get better though.
So how have you been, hopefully pretty good. I'll try to respond faster to your emails from now on. Cya's later
And the most resent on Feb 27,
Hi again,
sorry to hear about your dog. Have i ever mentioned that i volunteer at a Veterinary clinic. Cool stuff i tell you, although the entire staff is girls and the main vet lady hates all men. It's really fun there but i had to stop volunteering because my mom said i need to focus on school. People overreact alot when a dog bites. I've been bitten a ton of times and have a couple scars but i can understand why the animals have their reaction, especially if they are fighting. Those people who are threatening to put her down. I've seen alot of people do dumb things to their dogs. One time there was this lady's dog who had cancer starting to grow on the skin just above the eyebrow. The lady didn't want to pay for the surgery unless it was necessary and six months later the dog came back with the cancer so big that it covered the dogs eye. The worst thing though was that the owner "wanted the dog to be happy before it died" so they let it outside. the tumor ended up getting infected and there were live moving maggots in the tumor. They could have just had the cancer snipped off with little trouble but instead they just caused the dog more suffering. I think the next worst thing i've seen at a vet clinic is dog abortions. They come out just like little puppies and they even make little squeaks but since they are still fetal and can't breathe air so we basically have to wait for the babies to suffocate before we put them in a freezer. man i'm in a talkative mood, sorry if i write to much lol.
I've been doing alot better now that i can interact with my friends at school. however i'm going through massive withdrawal because i can't do anything electronic because of my grounding...well i can get online and stuff but...yea, stuff like listening to my cd player and watching tv. Thanks for your number although the chance of me calling may be slim-ish. I don't know what time zone your in or w/e and i don't want to end up calling you at 2 in the morning plus i'm pretty ackward to talk to on the phone and i get nervous.
Exciting news is that me and rachael are practically nothing. I feel liberated lol. I would like to come visit sometimes if i ever get my drivers license or the time. Who knows maybe i'll get the balls to call you sometime. I know, whenever i get you the chance i'll send you that picture of me from the last day of school of last year where i dressed up in all black with eye make-up lol. It was fun but i looked more like a girl than the cool look i was hoping for lol.
I'm sure you've told me this but what kind of music do you listen to? i can't remember because i have a crappy memory. I hope your doing well and i look forward to getting your reply. cya

WOw. I am really gald that he and I are talking. I just wish I could do more about his evil girlfriend. Sighs. Oh well.

Oh I got a letter from my german penpal. It went like this:

Dear Samz!

Thank you soo much for trying to send me a letter two times! I thought I would never get an answer. I always wanted to have a penpal... Well I think that we have quite similar interests. Tina(my dog) is a Jack-Rissel-terrer. She's white with brown spots everywhere. That makes her look funny. Maybe I'll find a picture that I can send you.

Well, tell me what sign languages are, please! I haven't any idea! =)

Are you going on holidays(vacations) next summer? Maybe we'll go to spain.

I am sorry for my mistakes but it's a bit late now(10 pm)

I've read from your letter that you enjoy reading.

Which sort of books do you read.

I read really everykind of books exept detective novels.

Please answer soon!

Your friend,
Evelin.

And all of her letters on this really cute paper. It has Diddl on it from: www.diddl.com

Well I've got to go to bed.

~Samz

Dan:

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 02:50:44 GMT

Wow.

It's been a while hasn't it? Well, I was checking my emails at school today and I got this from Dan:

GAH!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!! sorry that it took so long for me to respond, i've been trying everyday since i got your e-mail but my mom always kicks me off or i have to get off and do chores. I know how you feel about the grades thing, i got 2 A's but i got a D on a exam. Even though I got an A-for the final grade I'm grounded for getting a D on the exam. That sucks major balls but other than that I can't complain. Me and Rachael (you got her name right except it's spelled Rachael, I always accidentally spell it Rachel) aren't exactly doing to well. To be frank, she's making my life a living hell. I can't ever do anything to make her happy and she freaks out over the dumbest stuff. She always complains about how I hang out with my friends and how she doesn't have any friends, but if she would just talk to her old friends I'm sure they would hang out with her. She's also really mean to me and gets mad because I won't be physical with her. I think that if we really loved eachother then she wouldn't care if I was physical with her but I'm pretty sure I'm going to break up with her. Problem is that she would be mad and hurt me or herself. She's not the type to just accept the fact that we aren't a good couple. I think we spend too much time with eachother and it's getting to the point where I can get anything accomplished because she keeps calling.i should have seen this coming lol. Sorry to hear about your grounding and sorry it took so long to respond, but I look forward to you next email.
CYA

God! I sent him a really long email back saying something along the line of she needs to see a shrink, and he needs to dump her quick! One, thing that I know I said was that if she doesn't realize that friends are part of who you are then she doesn't know anything.

Well, I know have to go write a 9 minute speech on Lycanthropes for tomorrow. I wasn't even told we have to make a speech untill today, and my teacher is still gonna make me give on tomorrow!

~Samz

Updates:

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 20:45:49 GMT

God! My step dad is so just..... GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRR! Okay, he crashed my mom's computer, then he crashed mine! Now, I've never had any problems with mine till he got on it. Now, it's all slow. That teaches me never to let him on again.

Homework:

Algebra-wkst
Geography-is one late assinment
English-essay in ulocker
Personal-print off pics for binder.

Other than that all's good.

Oh! I wrote Jae. D so I am hoping for a reply. He hasn't written in a long time.

~Samz

Dot Hack-Infection

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:03:57 GMT

New Game! ^.^

It's "Dot Hack-Infection pt1" Yes, I know it's been out there for a while, but I went to Walmart, Sams, EBGames, Menards, AND Best buy. Nobody had it. Then my mom thought maybe we should go to Gamers... you know what? THEY HAD IT! I've been looking everywhere for it. So I am now playing it like crazy.

I also now have an 8th period. SO yeah more credit hours out of the way. ^.^

Today was a good day.

Samz

Halloween:

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 20:26:29 GMT

Hello peoples,

I'm on the phone with Kallisti, and I am trying to get her to agree to go to a haunted house. But! She's being a real pain, and won't just say yes.

I told her I was reading Snape/Lupin fics, and she started saying "NO, NO, NO, NO".

So, she said "Don't get your hopes up, but maybe. I think I can get my moms to say yes... but only if you let me spend the night." So, yeah. I've got to call my mom, and now ask if she can. I am hoping she can.

My list of Chores:

CLEAN OUT SHOWER
VACUUM STAIRS
CLEAN DESK
MOVE FUTON TO BASEMENT
GET COUCH UP STAIRS
MOP BATHROOM
SWEEP KITCHEN

I do so not want to do my chores.

~Samz

Candy!

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 21:11:42 GMT

Ashleigh wasn't at school. So no note. She says that she'll bring it when she comes back.

Alison meet Bobbie after school while we were selling candy. So, yeah.

GOd I have to read a whole book by thursday. That's no problem.

~Samz

Club day:

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 22:05:39 GMT

Homework: NONE XD

I hate club days. I was the only one in my ninth grade club not to laugh or smile when asked "Honey, if you love me would you smile?" I am proud to say that with a strait face I said "Honey, I love you, but I can't smile." T-T

I am almost finished with my Night Pleasures book. ^.^

Again Ashleigh forgot to bring Jae. D's note. She says that she promises to bring it tomorrow. I hope she does. I mean I don't want Jae. D to think that I am just not responding. I mean I can't if I don't have it. Right? 0.o

~Samz

Homework And Monday Ramblings:

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 19:36:50 GMT

Homework:

Make a Notebook for German
Sell last Yonkers ticket (#10)-Choir
Read section 18.2 for science
Page 221 #'s 18-33(every third one), 33-35, 44-47-Algebra
Finnish Map packet, chapter one worksheets, and organize notebook-Geography

God. Mondays really can take it out of a person. T_T I am ready for a nap! Today in english I finished the book the rest of the class got today. Two of the boys that are on the football team think all I do is sit around and read. Ha! I wish life were that simple.

I am now on page 233 out of 359 pages in my "Night Pleasures" book. ^.^

Ashleigh says that Jae. D wrote me but she left it in her coat pocket in Casey's truck. 0.o I was hopping she was wrong, and would find it in her backpack, but... no suck luck. Oh well she said that she'll bring it tomorrow.

Ashleigh said that they didn't call me last night to back out to Rocaberry farm was because Jae. D, and Casey got into a big fight. So... yeah.

I'll post more later or tomorrow if I think about it.

~Samz

Weekend:

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 22:02:14 GMT

My Weekend went as follows:

Friday:Went to school.Then, I finished "Fantasy Lover", Started "Night Pleasures". Watched "Urban Legend Bloody Marry". That's a way freaky movie. And went out to dinner with my grandma, grandpa, and mickey.

Saturday: I slept till 11:30. I haven't slept that late in years. Normally I get up, and watch morning cartoons. ^.^ Read some book for english. I think the title was "Flowers for eldranon." Or something like that. Watched "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants."

Sunday: Got up at noon. o.0 Went out to Rocaberry. And am now on the computer.

That was basically my weekend. Saturday, I was to go to the movies with Ashleigh, and Jae. D, but they never called. So that was a bummer. Today Ashleigh, Jae. D, Rillee, Jo, Vinnie. Are going to Rocaberry. Jae. D invited me to go. I want to, but I only can go if someone gives me a ride. I do not think that anyone will call to see if I need a ride. So, I will most likely be home for the rest of the evening reading my books. ^.^ I can't really complain. I hope they do call though.

~Samz

Ashleigh and Katie:

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 21:07:05 GMT

Yesterday, I wrote Jae. D back, and did what I thought was right. I told him that Ashleigh was dating another guy. I mean he asked me so he must have on some level know. Right? And was I in the wrong to tell him the truth? I think it was the right thing to do. But now Ashleigh is cool with what I did. She say's that she can see that I was only trying to do the right thing. So, that's all good. I just wish Katie would be as nice.

Now, Katie. My friend Bobbie, and I are sharing another LJ. I don't really post on there, but Bobbie posts alot. So it really is Bobbie's LJ. And Katie is bugging her saying shit like she knows that I am pretending to be this Bobbie person. Which I AM SO NOT! Katie if you read this you need to get a life outside of the internet. ^.^

So yeah.

I updated my site with new poems from a new author. His name is "Bleeding Beauty"

Site:Darkest of Nights the Writers Space.

~Samz

More GDE's

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:35:04 GMT

GGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We have another GDE to take! I hope I pass them so I don't have to take them again!

~Samz

Jae. D's Relpy, and Problem

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:19:52 GMT

YES!!!! ^_^

I am Happy, and Pissed at the same time.

Jae. D wrote:

"Yo Samz Wuz up? Sorry I haven't written you. I've been busy with school you know. Yeah, sure a movie sounds fun. Ashleigh wants to see "Alot Like Heaven" or something like that. Have you seen "The Girl Nextdoor"? So Peewee(Ashleigh), Rillee, Jo, Vinni, and I are going to Rockabarry Sunday. Wanna come? Cuz you know Rillee doesn't have a date, and everyone else does. I don't know how much longer Peewee and I are going to last. I saw HER today(which when you read this will be yesterday. LoL.) after school KISSING CASEY(KC)! Don't you think that was the wrong move? Right? I thought they broke up. Did they or didn't they?! (I tried calling you after this.) I decided not to say anything to her. Hey, Peewee says that you have "Clint Eastwood". If you do can you burn it for me with some other songs you like?

~Jae. D"

Wow. I had two and a half pages front and back with my comments on this! I am so pissed at Ashleigh. I mean Jae. D is a great guy. I have no clue why anyone would want to do that to him!

~Samz

Reading GED

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 13:17:34 GMT

I have to go take the damned reading GED. I am still in my pajamas, but that's okay. ^.^ My mother's at work, and I have to walk to school... way not cool! Oh well I've got to go get dressed. T_T

Notes/Letters

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:33:53 GMT

I wrote Jae. D today. I invited him over Saturday to watch movies at my house. I am going to wait to see what he writes back. In the end of the note/letter to him I gave him my home phone number with instructions on how to contact me. I hope I am not making a big mistake. T_T

FREEDOM!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 01:30:14 GMT

YES!

This weekend my mother is leaving me home for the weekend! ^.^ I am thinking about having some friends over, but that means I'd have to risk getting cought. I mean I do have a habbit of getting cought. But it might be fun to have Jae.d come over... I mean Jae. D, Rillee, Ashleigh, and I could go to the movies at the star ship. I think it's a good way to meet Jae. D, and Rillee. Right?

Ungrounded:

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 20:25:26 GMT

Thank god! I really am not ungrounded, but my mom's not home so I'm on the computer. I know I should not be on, but hey it's not like I'll be cought.

Today during lunch I up dated my Murder story. So please click to read below.

Click here to read Murder. ^.^

I want to die!

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 07:08:42 GMT

Damn.

My mother wanted to share a closet up stair, and I said sure. Not thinking about it. You see I've got a habbit of folding my clothes, and putting them in the floor of my closet. And my mother dosen't like that. Well, she went into my closet, and there they were. So, now she's all damn pissy, and is going through my room. T_T Big fucking whoopt. You'd think with my grades she'd just shut the fuck up.

My grades:

English: B
German: B+
Choir: A+
Geoscience: A
Algebra: B
Geography: B+
Work in Office: A+

You'd think she'd be happy, but no. She has to nitpick at every goddamned thing. She can't just leave me the fuck alone.